Is it possible i have some sort of psychological issue due to severe trauma?

I usually find myself immersing my mind and focus into fantasy worlds, either by sitting and forcibly making myself go into what one might describe as a "trance," but I wouldn't call it that, I usually just sit and focus on something until i can immerse myself into it and lose my grip on reality totally. I also will find myself reading stories, usually adventure and romance ones, to try and fill the holes that are there. I fill as though i am naked and unprotected when not in these stories or fantasies. I also feel very stressed and unpleasant in general, and will become severly moody. My guidance counselor thinks i may have depressive bipolar issues of some sort, and i am quite hoping so, for it would at least be some relief from all of this. I long for the fantasies to become real, so i can go out and adventure and unknown realm, just to get away from the real world. I am beginning to feel that reality is just a story, that i am a character in, in a sense, and that i just want it to end, and a new one to begin. Now, this may sound crazy, but i wish that i actually was in a story, one that i could live happily in, and be...safe. I realize that i do have psycologoical trauma, for i have had a horrid life, my school sucks, and i get hared or beat up almost every day. I hate school, and i try to force myself not to go into a "fantasy" in the middle of cl. I am failing in three of my cles, the ones that i get hared in, because i unwillingly go into these fantasies just to escape from the pain. I literally feel as though i am a character in some sort of horrid novel about pain and sorrow, and fruitless attempts to make the pain stop. I really need help, and just don't know where to turn. I want to be in that fantasy, a wonderful colorful happy place where im not constantly hurting on the inside. I just need answers, thats all i want. Please help.