Do i fight or let it die?

Wow you sound a lot like me... Hmm I would let it die. True, a lot say that if you put in the effort and fight for it, it's worth it. But think about it. Is your family people you'd want to end up with after fighting for it? Because they won't change at all if you do, they'll still be the same people they were before you fought for it. In my opinion I think you should let it go, they seem like they don't bring you pleasure, they just bring you pain and nothing in between.